When I first came here I was afraid of everything that's waiting for me. Now I'm starting from the scratch, baby steps and trying to learn new things by myself. I know I should be strong. But sometimes, you can't fool yourself that you're just a human, weak in flesh and imperfect. It's hard to cope up when everything is different from the world you came from. It's like living on the other planet that you didn't expect you can. But all you can do is to survive. It's hard when people around you cannot understand what do you want to express. Difference in culture, different belief. All I have to do is to follow the flow and be ready for what's waiting for me at the end of the cliff. I need to be strong, I have to.

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