Lost

School day starts in PI. I feel left behind among my friends. One year left, they'll be coming up on stage and receive their diplomas and earn a degree. Everybody that can dream of. Before, we were talking about this moment. And now, I'm running behind them. So far. I used to be one of the center of attraction on our group, I always love the spotlight. I'm not vainglorious, it's just that I love the feeling when I got people's attention. But now, I don't know how to feel. I feel jealous. Pity for myself. Derr! But I know I can do better, I have to get out of this situation and start my life. :-s